I can't believe I am saying this but I'm kind of doubting my decision to go to school now. I start in August but I don't know what's come over me. I have been dreaming of this for so long but have found myself discouraged lately.

I have read somewhere that jobs are getting scarce in many areas... I know they are where I live and gaswork only has two postings in my state. I know that anesthesia is not immune from the economic climate; could it be that the schools are putting out too many graduates?

I am aware of how many people would love to be starting anesthesia school and I don't want to sound ungrateful but I am about to take out some massive loans and do nothing but study for the next 2.5 years. Do you guys feel secure? Maybe I'm just freaking out......