I have really gotten to the point that everytime I look at something dealing with anesthesia, whenever I read the someone has gotten an interview or accepted it brings tears to my eyes. I find myself always on the AANA website just trying to find whatever I can and also going onto the VANA's website to see if there are any open meetings that I can attend. I was looking at the pictures on the AANA's website with the SRNAs and CRNAs at conferences and just learning in their programs and once again, it just brings tears to my eyes. I cannot wait until I am able to even just apply. I mean, I am really trying to get as much ICU experience as I can because I am only 21 and I don't want to rush too fast, but I absolutely know that this is what I really want. I feel it in my heart and soul. This is it.:aargh4: