I'm still a new grad RN. but so far, i dont like nursing. This could be related to my hospital, my unit, or worse..the occupation as a whole. Right now i bear each shift because i'm hoping that with time or a change of environment my dislike will wane. i always aspired to become a CRNA after practicing bedside nursing, but lately my thoughts have been changing. I'm now at crossroads, i'm not sure if i want to continue to pursue nursing. My motivation is at an all time low due to dislike of bedside nursing.

I'm realizing it is going to be very important to shadow a CRNA. i attempted to shadow an R.N. when doing my prereqs for nursing but i was never able to get an oppurtunity. I'm now asking around my hospital to see if their will be a possibility to shadow a CRNA, however i'm still new there and no one has given me a valid answer...


i'm doing my best to stay positive