I have been a lurker for two years now and have probably posted only once on this board. I have been trying to get into CRNA school for two years and sadly I have not been accepted. I was an alternate last year and applied again this year. Today, everyone who was accepted into the program I applied for gets a call from the school. I never got the call. I feel like I have done everything they want me to do since I became alternate last year..this summer I took advanced patho, ccrn, and I got another year of critical care experience under my belt. Everyone keeps telling me to try again next year, but I think I am going to have to try something else. This has been my dream for as long as I can remember but I can't keep trying for something I may never get and waste time and effort on this and just keep getting the same result. I just wanted to vent a little and this board seems like the best place to do that because I think people here would understand how I feel. Thanks for listening.